My Week So Far..
So this week has been a challenge.
On Monday, my mom decided she was going to get mad at me for no apparent reason. I was literally crying. She's insane. It's crazy.
Then on Tuesday, I had an extremely crappy day at school. It was the worst thing ever. Also, bae was supposed to pick me up from school but didn't so I was stuck walking home which sucked major balls.
Then today happened. I got to school and things were already not in my favor I was almost late and I didn't get to eat breakfast, then in 3rd period, Chorus, we had to solo one of the songs we are performing at the holiday concert in a week. I know the song very very very well but I have stage fright so when I went to sing my nerves got the best of me and I fucked up bad. I forgot notes, I messed up the lyrics. EVERYTHING. I knew I did crap. I did not expect my teacher to be like "Oh this is what I'm talking about apparently everyone knows what to do but her. You sucked majorly." I wanted to cry so bad. I felt horribly. It was the worst thing ever. I wanna leave that class but I can't because its a year long class and I have to stay so I'm gonna die. Then tonight bae was supposed to come over but he couldn't come because he was too tired. I'm just done with this week. I'm hoping next week will be better. Hopefully.
Wish me luck,
Jc.
